That's the best you got? I expected better from a hooker like you!

Ya know what? Women are bitches. We are. We suck and we are mean. We are cruel and should be reminded that our lack of consideration towards others REALLLLLLY hurts.
I know, I know... I'm standing in a house of glass here, but it's true.

Last night a friend was venting on Facebook. She was saying that she overheard others talking negatively about her workout and weight loss journey. I could tell it really hurt her feelings. Why do we do that? Seriously?? WHY? Why do we take it upon ourselves to be so mean all the damn time? Why do we CARE enough to be that mean? It's really pathetic.
Who are we to judge? Man oh man...I'd love to walk in on that conversation. It's usually some lame person who just finished their last ding dong and they are feeling shitty about themselves, so the say crap like "Oh yea, right she's running/exercising/whatev"..... If you care enough to say bad things why don't you care enough to stop killing yourself with whatever vice it is YOU MAY HAVE. Oh and don't get all 'holy roller' on me, girly. I know you have some. Maybe you like to smoke a couple packs a day. Maybe you're a wine-o at night. Maybe you're even a pill popper, or you hide Snickers in your dresser drawers. BUT YOU ARE NOT 100% PERFECT. So, shame on you and your lame ass friend who would waste valuable time and energy talking smack about another person's weight loss journey/goal. I don't know who you are, but I think that's for the best. If I did know who you were, you'd really enjoy what I have to say. LAME-O.

Now, don't get me wrong. I know I'm not perfect. I've had my share of "she's anorexic" or "she's obsessed" but that was WELLLLL before I learned that 100 calories = 1 mile. Now that I know what I have to PUT out to GET WHAT I WANT, I've kind of simmered down on the crap talk. At least the crap talk about weight loss... If you get drunk and streak through town, FAIR GAME... I'm gonna be saying something about that. Seriously. ;)  OH and you better hope I don't  have my camera. Just sayin.

Today I'm planning to meet up with the ladies and do a walk/run. I need it. I need to get my exercise on. I only did bootcamp on Monday. Candice was trying to kill me. We did 21 down. WHAT'S THAT YOU ASK? Oh...well.... let me share. 21 push ups, 21 squat jumps, then 20 push ups, 20 squat jumps, then 19 push ups, 19 squat jumps....all the way down to 1 of each. It equals 100 push ups and 100 squat jumps. It was a 100 freaking degrees outside and I wanted to vomit. I still feel like my arms are going to fall off my body. OH and then we did some down and backs and an ab workout. Boot camp is so effective but so hard when you've missed a few and tried to come back.

I'm off work today. Lots to do. Helping with the wedding set up and getting organized. This is so fun but so hard. First, I'm bossy and so are all the other women, well... except Jac and Kristi.. .so really just Juli, Lonnie, and I. I mean we aren't BOSSY BOSSY, we are just mommas that like to do shit OUR WAY.... and so I have to remember that it's Julz day and I should just be a helper. Plus I can't help but to boss the little bro around.... Today's goal, NO BOSSING ANYONE. This will be hard for me.... because I'm a jerkface. I'll let you know how it goes. :) I'm so excited for them tho. Casey and Juli. I mean how exciting to have a special day with your families and start your life officially. That's a big darn deal. I'm also super excited to see EVERYONE. Weddings or Funerals... that's the gathering protocol and I'm thankful it's a wedding for Casey and Julz that brought everyone together. Those crazy kids. I pray I don't bawl, because I'm an ugly cryer.

OH and I've managed to stay on goal for eating since my last post. Amazing, but true. I feel like I should get a guest spot on Ripley's Believe It Or Not. This is a big damn deal. Being honest with yourself? SAY WHAT???? 

Here's a little morsel of goodness to share with you all:

IF NOTHING CHANGES, NOTHING CHANGES!  Think about it... and live it. :)



Love you all
M